What do I fear? The bells of my mind. The bells that go off in panic. That are there in every woman’s mind, mind you. They tell her when something is wrong. When someone cannot be trusted. When someone who looks perfect is hiding something. When she is in danger from a male. It’s like mental goosebumps, these bells. They are your companions. A blessing. Some people call them intuition or the sixth sense of a woman. For me they are bells.
Mine have turned into a curse. They make living day to day life difficult. They make simple tasks complex. They make me paranoid. Why are mine a curse?
Because they are always on.