Meals on the rollercoaster of emotions

The roller-coaster of emotions has me tired.

Appetizer, happiness. One moment, delighted. Ecstatic, even. Not a single care in the world. I feel light, and as if nothing can go wrong. I look at myself and smile. A few moments later, a heavy starter. Sudden frustration. Rising like lava, only without the power to destroy anybody else. From the stomach to the eyes. A violent urge to hit or harm myself, as the main course. Disgust served as dessert.

Again, again, again and over and over again.

And again.

 

And again.

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