Lost. Again. Invalid. Change. Enough time has passed, right to be lost has been repudiated. Tried. Failed. At being found. And other things. Die. Failed. Cut. Told not to, or shall be quarantined. Failed. Frustrated, failure, terrified, self-conscious. Self-aware? Nowhere to go, nothing to escape. Die slow death inside, second by each wrenching second. … More Failed.
That twig enraptured me. It was flowing so peacefully, so cordially along the canal that it seemed that it had given up all worry about its fate and no longer cared what happened to it. Going with the flow, literally. Would I be like that twig too, going down in peace? Would my mind accept … More So close….
Thinking about writing a post, I could not settle on anything. Multiple ideas came into mind, but all were eventually discarded by me. My mind yearned for a stellar opening line. After all, every great work has always begun with a brilliant line. ‘It was the best of times; it was the worst of times.’ … More The perfect beginning
All those random movie scenes I had laughed at, where the female is running on the road towards some place with tears running down her face, came back to me. How impractical, how unreal, I remember thinking. Then I’d pop a few more kernels of popcorn in my mouth and guffaw at the stupidity of … More So the tables turn….
I have been happy for sixteen days now. For sixteen days, I have believed that I am not less useless than a piece of junk furniture and weaker than a broken lock. For sixteen days, I have reacted to every nightmare by simply ignoring it and focusing on the good things and amazing people in … More Intense meltdown to reality